yo !

its been a while. just didnt have the mood to blog. no particular reason though.

2 weeks ago.
met michael on both mon and tuesday. he wanted to borrow my magic cards so i met him but i forgot to give it to him, so we met again on tues. this time, we went town. the lamest thing was that we were on the same bus all the time but i was sitting/sleeping on the 2nd carriage or the long bus where he was all the way infront. supposed to meet at orchard mrt station control but when i walked out of the bus when it hit orchard, i saw him also. damn lame lar. anyway, its like a small S19 gathering except without yichen and raymond.

reminds me of the time jerry was the hit name during our year 1. when i 1st came to pj during march, i was lost. i didnt noe any1 except ian and my other outram people. then i appealed like hell to get into fmaths class 04S19 which was more of a mistake of the past. the only great thing out of joining a fmaths class was knowing the great people that make it up, michael, keenhong, yichen, raymond, mingzhong, yuhshin all of them. that time, the class was more or less united as one already. i still can remember it was more like a mingzhong-era . everything didnt go too smoothly cuz of my poor social skills, so i hung out with michael, jerry, yichen and raymond. then came the dumbest thing. our little group of 5 had something like a "leader" , that was jerry. we seldom mixed with the rest of the class so we didnt quite know the truth behind that fucker. he`d always be sticking around michael so i assumed they were very gd friends, just like me and the outram people. so jerry talked to us and made himself seem like everybody respects him in pjc n that he was super popular with girls. over time, we realised he was all talk only. he doesnt go out, he studies so much that made us doubt his intelligence cuz of his average scores, and he`d always be coming up to us telling us "imagine 1 day i punch you" . he tells us stories about how he got cornered by 20 people with knifes at the stairs behind bukit panjang bowling alley and got away without a scratch all because of a stupid girl he tried to jio. and all those girls he tried to jio, it was jus plain bullshit. he`d ask his friends to get her number, den he`d msg the girl posing as somebody else den revealing his identity at the end. by that time, the girl`d get so irritated by him that she wun even reply a single sms. he doesnt have the guts to do a single thing and always receiving threats from outside people . deserves it man. then in the end, everybody avoided him and i got the bulk of all the nonsense. he complained to the fat slut Lynsey Lee and i had counselling by Eddie Koh all because of his complain "the whole class avoid me" and he say me and michael were the main culprits. fucker. yichen , raymond and shuei yi also got it. he is 1 fucker tt made my reputation go downhill among the teachers, n he`s always blaming every1 but himself. even until nw, eddie koh look at me like im ET or a monster. fucking asshole. 1 week ago, eddie koh asked me y am i eating cup noodles. i said not enough time to eat in canteen. he straight away replied in tt guai lan tone "so? the school`s fault lar?" wad the.. jerry, the ultimate M.Fkr

anyway, enough reminiscing about year 1. last week was valentines day and boy, it was great. i made a card for both alison and emmaline and got things in return. then, thursday, met keenhong and tuyuan for lunch . they came to school to wait cuz they were nearby. i was having a gp meeting n they waited in the canteen catching up with ryan, shamus, karwai and kienhin. really miss those guys. life in S15 is nt say the best like last year, but better than nothing. this zhixian will always be pang sehing me for his own benefit. i hate it totally. he`d avoid sitting with me in lessons even when i told him to sit beside me to test his action. den when i come back from toilet, he`d be a few seats away. i`d ask him "i tot i told u sit beside me?" den he`d give tt gay smile, laugh and say "sorry larrrr~~ " . another shitter in class. continuation of J1. except i`ve been through hell in J1 so this is nothing much. i cant stand it. totally pisses me off cuz he thinks we`re a hindrance to his studying. we`re only friends with him when we`re CONVENIENT. other than that, we`re nothing than pests tt would affect his grades. total bastard. his whole life revolves around CCK and when i say we`re having a class outing to town or steamboat, he`d come up with come bloody lame excuse tt is so obvious a lie cuz his story doesnt match AT ALL. be more creative in replies lar. either help mother mop floor, wan2 go home to rest cuz he is very tired or he has alot of homework to do, when that day has little work to be done. and when i say we going lot1 to eat, he NO PROBLEM at all. he can stay at lot1 and talk to u all the way until 5:30 from 2 onwards. u say go town, he`s so uncomfortable with the idea cuz its far from home.. orghhh, so touching, the power of home yea... i damn bastard yea, but my patience is really wearing thin with him. i try to include him in whatever we do, but he`s always telling me stories.

oh then last last week, we had a steamboat at marina. was kind of successful yea, the whole gang came together again, except without laihui and satish. damn nice lar the steamboat, was 12 bucks only and even so many times better than seoul garden. makes you want to never go back seoul. the prawns were live somemore sia lol. we were about to dunk the prawn into the soup when it started wriggling again. super fresh. now i know, prawns give the soup base a sweet taste. im becoming more of the cook i want to be ! lolx.

y do i keep digressing? lolx. sry i get distracted easily. anyway, after my gp meeting, me, tuyuan and keenhong headed down to cineleisure for suki sushi. damn nice. we should have gone there instead to eat the other time. its more costly, but i think it`s really damn worth it for that few dollars more. keenhong has good taste. recommanded me and tuyuan the best dish, soft shell crab. really feel like eating it again. lolx. but it was kinda sad satish couldnt join us. he`s broke and not receiving pay. anyway, must join us next time ok satish?! our bitching group isnt complete without you and guanzuo man. man, i have so many stories to tell u guys n there`s so little time to say. lolx.

then, last friday, guanzuo we all went out. i dismissed from sch bout 330+ but but raining so heavily, so shared a cab with audrey and florina they all to D.Gout mrt. had tuition at 5:30 till 7:35 and headed straight down to cityhall for dinner at carls jr. and drinking session at esplanade. nearly settled for ramen den guanzuo wanted carls jr. damn expensive sia, 1 meal gz ordered 14 dollars. my order was bout 9 dollars. tuyuan`s 1 i not sure. chris came halfway during our dinner and we hung out after tt. damn shiok. den talk and talk all the way. but i was in sch U with tt heavy bag . not only tt, worried tt police might catch cuz i in sch U and i dun look like 18 at all. lol. stayed until nearly 1130 and took a bus home. saw jeremy and his gf on the bus. his gf damn chio. my god man. he doesnt really look tt good, but his sense of fashion is fantastic. i`ve seen it a couple of times. must learn from these people sia.

life this week has been cool, gets colder when friend`s pangseh u for convenience. my god, here i go again. hahaha. i noticed that people change really quick these days. effects of puberty? i dunno lar, but it always seems difficult to cope with changes. just for the better or the worse. dunno. so, when things start to be different, i guess it`s about time to act differently as well.

smile for tomorrow !
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