haha sorry man tuyuan. i know i know. was supposed to blog 5 things about myself, 5 friends i wanna tag and additional 5 resolutions earlier but i always end up sleeping or watching tv instead lolx.

1) i make alot of noise. i dun like the silence between friends and i like to spice things up abit with my lame humour and silly comments. a guy with a pretty good sense of humour. so if i dun get a joke, means its just lousy. lolx !

2) im a deep thinker . though i look like that, i do think about wad life is all about sometimes. when im doing thinking about alot of stuff, u`ll see me quiet and unfriendly, sometimes giving unwanted remarks because mainly, my focus isnt there but lost somewhere in my mind . also, i think too much of the implications if i say certain things. that`s why i have alot of trouble saying whats on my mind or telling others what i know. those who know me know i do keep certain things from them. its not because i happy den dun wan to say lar, but more like.. i read too much into people`s possible reactions (and its mostly negative) .

3) i cant stand seeing sad and troubled faces. sounds childish, but i want to see smiles of joy. thats y i try my best to help in whatever way possible .

4) im quite a stupid person actually. those who know me well know that i cant really hate a person. i may bad mouth alot but if some1`s nice to me, i`ll actually believe in their kindness and make a 180 degree turn in my attitude towards them. quite easy to cheat huh.

5) im a sucker for sincerity. pple just have to be sincere in their request and i`ll do what i can. i also try my best to be as sincere as possible in everything i do. and i dun do things half heartedly.


5 people i`ll tag : ryan, michelle, shan ping, alison, amelia

5 resolutions: -read it from the previous post-


this week-

nice nice. this week`s better than last week. y? because its raining lesser and lesser. how funny it is right, whenever it rains, people feel down and out. how glad am i to see the sun again this week. just dun burn too hot, or i`ll hate u. and wow, i got a P-MC for PE. no need go PE anymore. im smiling man. lolx. bottom line is, things are working fine for me this week. i settled the GP problem, i settled the computer problem, i didnt get any scoldings at all. nice man. i think im on my way to becoming a good boy already. lolx. no more monkeying in class already. means no more OCEAN lolx. no more singing.

damn, i really miss the old S30. KEEN HONG, GUAN ZUO, TU YUAN, SATISH ! COME BACK ! damn lar, miss u all like siao. summore nw i dont clique with my current class. its not that i dun want to make friends lar, its more like.. they`re together for 1 year already. den nw sch put me in that class. im like the extra around. of course i know where i stand also. that i should just know my place and shut my mouth. tts why i try my best to stay away from them as much as possible. its kinda weird being with them. they`re nice people. i can tell by just listening to them talking away in class. their bond is very strong, thats y i try not to break into their circle n i nv talk to anyone of them about anything apart from the admin qns as a GP rep . why cant S30 stay as a class even for this year? damn. every year split class.

did some studying today finally and had to deal with a few problems. not tt i enjoy doing it, but it has to be done. and no apologies required. tts a condition for my unconditional friendship in return. haha. oxymoron. who cares, im a moron who nv listens anyway. lolx. remembered wad jasmine scolded me before for never listening to others and over confident sometimes. 4 years already and i still remember wad she said from the start of the conversation to the end. times flies sia.

nothing much these few days. only yesterday i ate at lot1 with emmaline, alison and narin. ROTI PRATA haha. emmaline`s stomach is not suited for indian food already. she msged ask me if i got stomach ache also. prata nice loh. lolx. its long time nv eat liao tts why. ali ate western food. erhem also ate western food. now, tts wad i call fate. den later went down orchard for class . den got 1 guy ask me if im partially blind. wad the hell sia. i was just washing my face in the toilet to freshen up den he ask me "u like my son ar, partially blind" HAR? how to see sia. maybe he see my face frowning or squinting tts why said tt. which reminds me chanthong has been asking me receltly why he always see my face so cramped or frowning. its not anything lar, jus tired. today still talk with amelia on phone for so long.